My news feed often tells me, via new articles, very specifically that people like myself who misspell words and have wild fantasies of deeply controlling society are either already insane or otherwise are well on their way to insanity.

My own brain is a bit smarter than that. It had come up with the idea that my subconscious mind has made up fantasies about a world where I am being artificially limited from doing work on state of the art technologies or making a lot of money. That my failings on many small things like spelling, simple algorithms, simple logical deduction are all the work of secret-state technology that can remotely disturb a person’s thoughts…

Logically, I absolute can imagine any person, and by any person I mean from beggar on the street to my family to billionaires, and to the 80-year-old Asian man or woman walking down the street in the middle of the day. I can imagine each and every one of you secretly scheming or be involved in a scheme to sabotage my plan to do any thing.

WHY? You ask? What motive would drive any and each of these person to conspire together to make one single measly life of yours miserable? There really ought not to be any amount of money or scarcity or value that can manufacture so many bad luck things in one person’s life. It can’t be real! There can’t be a conspiracy against me.

But one question does surface. Would human beings choose to control its population for idealogical reasons, or for safety under FUD. Would we choose for total control at the cost of … , we’ll, my proud mind would say here at cost of the possibility of advancement. He’d rather sit around and eat cake instead of flying to Mars on Huan’s cheap rocket that beat out spaceX. Because he owns space X stock, and in all honesty he thinks Huan is a total fuck up and won’t ever amount to anything, can’t even type a blog much less fly to Mars… and plus there’s a race thing here. Why risk an Asian born succeeding ?

Issues…

I have no doubt that people are capable of secretly implementing stupidly firm control systems. Even if we didn’t have the technology to accomplish it. I’d bet people would spend careers to design such systems so their next generation can stay in control. I’d bet large simulation was run on software systems optimizing for total control of society… I bet your daddy did it and now you’re working your hands to the bones trying to do the same with new tech….

Man… talk about issues…

Some days, one’s conclusion is that one has hopelessly lost, in all imaginable worlds, one embodies total and absolute uselessness.